Credits
Song by Selane
Produced by Tee J
Composed by Selina Graf
Lyrics by Selina Graf
Beat by Tee J
Mix and Master by Tee J

Starring Elena Jade Korner & Thierry Ammann
Video directed by Illia Zolotarov & Selane
Creative Direction by Selane
Camera by Vladislav Kravchukf
Editing by Selane
Color grading by Selane
Styling by Selane

Lyrics
Lately I've been thinking things
I shouldn't think about
Like writing poetry about things I can't say out loud
Maybe it's the enemy
Who's tryna get to me
But when it feels so good, how can it be wrong? You tell me

Hoping to get back to my senses
Before I get a little too excited, I might miss a hint
Breathing in to calm myself down
But the air is filling up my lungs with"maybe I could take a hit"

At least I'm being honest
Honest
I wanna slam you across the wall
At least I'm being honest
Honest
I see us making love when you piss me off
See us in the back of my mind
It's the only place I won't get judged
For wanting something I can't have
I'm insane, but you like the fight
So come over, close my eyes
So I can't see the scars that I might leave

Don't like you, I like the feeling
But I don't feel like leaving
I crash and stumble on my words
I'm hanging from the ceiling
We have it so good
Still I find myself grieving
I don't know what the fuck I'm doing
Someone shake me even

Give up my last years for one week
But I'm being honest
Talking 'bout who's she, why she text me
But I'm being honest
Trying to numb me, give up my dreams
But I'm being honest

Feel like I'm losing the plot
But I can't let these thoughts take control of my mind

At least I'm being honest
Honest
I wanna slam you across the wall
At least I'm being honest
Honest
I see us making love when you piss me off
See us in the back of my mind
It's the only place I won't get judged
For wanting something I can't have
I'm insane, but you like the fight
So come over, close my eyes
So I can't see the scars that I might leave

Honest
Honest
Honest
Honest
At least I'm being honest
Honest

At least I'm being honest
Honest
I wanna slam you across the wall
At least I'm being honest
Honest
I see us making love when you piss me off
See us in the back of my mind
It's the only place I won't get judged
For wanting something I can't have
I'm insane, but you like the fight
So come over, close my eyes
So I can't see the scars that I might leave